Dying and Reborn – My experience today

November 19, 2015   by Jamil Haidari

Before I begin I would like to say that in my experience we all have this to some degree.

Yesterday, I came out of my inversion to soon and received a lot of intense energy to my crown and forehead area; this was felt as sinus pain. I have an inversion table which I got last sunday that I am using for assortment of reasons; mainly to release lower back and hip pain which has not left me for over 6 months. If you don’t know the inversion table allows you to hang upside down in different degrees based on your comfort level and intent.

This headache stayed with me till the morning. I tried green tea, cold water, neti point but nothing worked. I turned to plant healer marijuana and instantly felt the heat release. Only problem was that the energy release created a very intense energy that began circulate within.

I decided to do a grounding Yoga practice, avoid Sun Salutations and only practicing grounding and nurturing poses. I played “Strong Prana from Prana Heart” which is a audio energy transmission of the deep spiritual heart and life energy. The audible nature sound from this audio can be muted and effect of the transmission does not change. I also had Digital Mandalas on my laptop. These are like energy supplements for the body. I had Neurotransmitter, Spine and Back Pain, Testosterone and Ormus all running on my computer. These are all very activating energies except for Spine and Back which is used for healing and is a releasing energy. Back to the story now.

During a pigeon pose I released so much pain from my back that the energy was becoming even more intense. I was not sure if my head was too cold or hot, it was both and neither. I tried coffee too ground and that DID NOT WORK. LOL. Alas, I retired back to bed to lay down and focus on heart centred breathing , staying aware and relaxed. My wife Natasha put a cold towel on my head to cool my head and that was it for me.

I then began to experience the death process occurring within me. I felt this physically, emotionally and psychologically that a part of me was leaving with the pain that was being released. I have had these moments before and they are the deepest cleansing healing sessions you can have. I remember after each time I went through this process I came out as a new me.

I feel more alive today then I have felt in a very long time. Suddenly I have clear answers for all the issues that face my life. It is a huge change in perspective and game plans. I am excited again.

Thank you for sharing in my experience.

Namaste

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